You’ve got plenty of creative energy flowing now and you should focus on that rather than the mundane realties of daily life. Unless rent or some other big bills are coming due, that is!
Close your eyes and try to visualize your future. What do you see? Does it look anything like your current life? What can you do now to make your dreams a reality? It’s all within your reach. Dream big, and make it happen. You can do this!
You’re dreaming about change, but be more specific. With your blurry picture, you won’t get far. Imagine exactly what you want, and then tackle how to get it.