>From an email I sent today. Thought it was fitting to post here in case anyone ever actually checks my blog and worried.

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It’s rare for me to get upset at anyone other than myself. The timing wasn’t the best last night. (Self-doubt, self-doubt, self-doubt.)

I hadn’t heard from G in a long time, but just got a card. I miss that woman. She had some problems but sounds like she is doing better. She wrote that she was happy that I was “really something around there” and that she was proud of my success. Sometimes that’s all it takes to keep me going. I’m going to send her a card soon. Hopefully we can get back in touch and keep in touch with each other.

I don’t make a bunch of (read: enough) money and feel like I’m a lesser person because I start comparing my apples to your oranges. Know what I mean?

Thank you for the emails today.

Love,

Melissa

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